Sunday, November 8, 2009
Love doesn't hurt... Love happens.
Meow. Sometimes, it is just difficult in itself to distinguish the chemical from the biblical. Sometimes, it's just both. Sometimes, it's just the timing.
Wednesday, November 4, 2009
A Saturday Story.
I actually wanted to blog. But realised that it's already quite late in the night and OP is just a couple of hours away. With all the coughing and itch on my throat, its best that blog another time.
Love, Kai Siang.
Love, Kai Siang.
Sunday, August 30, 2009
梦流。
下起来必定也只是细细毛毛的，并不是什么倾盆大雨。太阳也已经投入了那一沉沉的浓云。同我离开我的家的朋友却在手中掌握了一把伞。我左望右看，发现自己没带雨伞。无所谓，反正雨也是细小的。就在这时，你突然出现。手中还拿着一把伞。你把伞放在我的手中，回头一笑，而我只呆呆的伫立着看你的漫步离开。
上一段话，也就是我记得最清晰的一部分。虽然那也只是一场梦，但感情丰富，浪花丰富。虽然交谈的话并不多，或少到我记不起，但我还记得的是，
我一当起床，满闹都是你那长得非常标致的面孔。可惜，我懂得珍惜时，已经有点太迟了。但，无论如何，我也会尽力，去珍惜我现在所拥有的一切。
上一段话，也就是我记得最清晰的一部分。虽然那也只是一场梦，但感情丰富，浪花丰富。虽然交谈的话并不多，或少到我记不起，但我还记得的是，
我一当起床，满闹都是你那长得非常标致的面孔。可惜，我懂得珍惜时，已经有点太迟了。但，无论如何，我也会尽力，去珍惜我现在所拥有的一切。
Friday, August 28, 2009
TGIF
终于又到了星期五。感觉上今天只有离期考那段日子一个星期，但PROMOS却要到了。连功课都还没解决的我，当然是稍微紧张。我必须在四个星期内把我今年所读的东西都学好，同时也必须安排好时间，搞好学生会的事。我再也不会酿出自己的资料了。期考已经奉献了我一场刻骨铭心的经验。所谓的‘吃一堑，长一智’。这次，我势必把全部的科目都练好。
明天终于又是星期六了！这个星期真的好长哦。天天不知忙着为测验操心，还必须解决许许多多学生会的事情，如教师节和JumbleＳＡＬＥＳ。天天都睡眠不足。就寝的时间最早三点，而我必须要在六点起床上学。这几天也没有什么时间来吃水果。大便的时候就再也没那么流利，顺畅了。也许这是人所说的废寝忘食吧。
虽然这个学段，我的经济学和数学没考得那么好，但我还是要感谢主的恩赐。如果没有他天天在那维持我的耐力，生命了，我一定会轻易放弃了。我也向感谢他，因为我的期考的华文考试虽然只靠到五十九分，但是在上个星期的华文考试，我却靠到了七十六分！！！我终于能达到心目中想获取的优秀成绩。但是，我也需要记得，不能应为有点成就就开始骄傲。我一定要带着一个谦虚的态度来面对生命的建树。这也是所谓的‘谦受益，满招损’。
明天终于又是星期六了！这个星期真的好长哦。天天不知忙着为测验操心，还必须解决许许多多学生会的事情，如教师节和JumbleＳＡＬＥＳ。天天都睡眠不足。就寝的时间最早三点，而我必须要在六点起床上学。这几天也没有什么时间来吃水果。大便的时候就再也没那么流利，顺畅了。也许这是人所说的废寝忘食吧。
虽然这个学段，我的经济学和数学没考得那么好，但我还是要感谢主的恩赐。如果没有他天天在那维持我的耐力，生命了，我一定会轻易放弃了。我也向感谢他，因为我的期考的华文考试虽然只靠到五十九分，但是在上个星期的华文考试，我却靠到了七十六分！！！我终于能达到心目中想获取的优秀成绩。但是，我也需要记得，不能应为有点成就就开始骄傲。我一定要带着一个谦虚的态度来面对生命的建树。这也是所谓的‘谦受益，满招损’。
Tuesday, August 25, 2009
Love Story.
by taylor swift.
一转眼，就已经有了几年了。这几年势必永远常在我心。永远藏在我心。真的是难以料到。
第一次见面，我还记得你是穿那面善的校服，头发短短，眼睛稍微有点密密的。当时我甚至还觉得你长得稍微有点像个男生似的。你稍微有一种难以形容的气质。每当你开口说话时，都常带着一种特殊的威力。而你也给我留了一个不良的印象。我发现了你好懒惰！
我还铭记我们第一次吵起来的整个经过。好详细地记得我们当天有多么的幼稚。想起来真会令人哈哈大笑。但，也就是因为我们吵了那一次，我们过后的友情就有相当的变化。似乎我们俩沟通是稍微有点比较谨慎。但，也因为那次吵了后，我也发现原来女生是最不好惹的。
我还记得我们所谈与商量过的东西。而我们所谈的东西只有发生在我们的身上，是我们的特殊的话题.似乎我们的经验是相同的。
有一次，我记得我想一群人解释一样东西。也许是因为我说得太快，或者是因为我没完完整整得把事情解释的清楚，而导致了大家无法了解我再说设么。连我都觉得自己很明显的没有把事情解释清楚。但，你却能够明白我当时想说的话。譬如那是我们俩之间的一个特别语言。
现在不知怎么的，你看起来，越来越标致。有时，我甚至把你的面貌形容为闭月羞花之容，沉鱼落雁之貌。有时，我也无法谅解我自己的心情。有时，我似乎在自己的一堆浪花内迷失了。
我的确未曾料到会有今天这个故事。也没想到你竟然是我的故事里的女主角。
真的是难以料到。
一转眼，就已经有了几年了。这几年势必永远常在我心。永远藏在我心。真的是难以料到。
第一次见面，我还记得你是穿那面善的校服，头发短短，眼睛稍微有点密密的。当时我甚至还觉得你长得稍微有点像个男生似的。你稍微有一种难以形容的气质。每当你开口说话时，都常带着一种特殊的威力。而你也给我留了一个不良的印象。我发现了你好懒惰！
我还铭记我们第一次吵起来的整个经过。好详细地记得我们当天有多么的幼稚。想起来真会令人哈哈大笑。但，也就是因为我们吵了那一次，我们过后的友情就有相当的变化。似乎我们俩沟通是稍微有点比较谨慎。但，也因为那次吵了后，我也发现原来女生是最不好惹的。
我还记得我们所谈与商量过的东西。而我们所谈的东西只有发生在我们的身上，是我们的特殊的话题.似乎我们的经验是相同的。
有一次，我记得我想一群人解释一样东西。也许是因为我说得太快，或者是因为我没完完整整得把事情解释的清楚，而导致了大家无法了解我再说设么。连我都觉得自己很明显的没有把事情解释清楚。但，你却能够明白我当时想说的话。譬如那是我们俩之间的一个特别语言。
现在不知怎么的，你看起来，越来越标致。有时，我甚至把你的面貌形容为闭月羞花之容，沉鱼落雁之貌。有时，我也无法谅解我自己的心情。有时，我似乎在自己的一堆浪花内迷失了。
我的确未曾料到会有今天这个故事。也没想到你竟然是我的故事里的女主角。
真的是难以料到。
Saturday, July 25, 2009
The enjoyment of life.
Boohoo, saturday's ending. Which means sunday is starting; and sunday for me is an 'all-work-little-play' day.
Though i had to say i had my share of fun this week.
On friday, Alex, Kian Seng an I went to watch HP6. Met up with Alex before that as Kian Seng was late. It was fun antangonising Alex when Su fan wasn't around. haha.
Today, was another fun day. Ha. Every saturday is fun. Wanted to visit eugene's house, but promised mum to be home early this week. HE HAS GUITAR HERO ON PS3!!! AHAHAHA. DRUM SET AND GUITAR CONTROLLERS!. COOL!. nevermind. NEXT WEEK :).
PW tomorrow. God please bless my PW group with good information outsourcing and with efficiency. In Jesus' name. Amen!.
Though i had to say i had my share of fun this week.
On friday, Alex, Kian Seng an I went to watch HP6. Met up with Alex before that as Kian Seng was late. It was fun antangonising Alex when Su fan wasn't around. haha.
Today, was another fun day. Ha. Every saturday is fun. Wanted to visit eugene's house, but promised mum to be home early this week. HE HAS GUITAR HERO ON PS3!!! AHAHAHA. DRUM SET AND GUITAR CONTROLLERS!. COOL!. nevermind. NEXT WEEK :).
PW tomorrow. God please bless my PW group with good information outsourcing and with efficiency. In Jesus' name. Amen!.
Sunday, July 19, 2009
Gift of prophecy? Or just the plain obvious?
It's been several months now since i started JC life. Life is still hectic. No, i meant. Increasingly hectic. Funny how i actually love it more and more. It's kind of weird when i actually felt 'bad' about being so free at the start of the JC term. With council setting in and the possibility of becoming the president/vice-president, not to mention the very lovable need to start on my group's WR, i believe life would just get even more lovable and exuberant.
As i walked out of the study room today, my maid, Aladdin, was, probably just a sigh of disappointment, or relief, unlikely, quoting how her daughter, just a year younger than I, finally got into a relationship with another boy; and both of them were christians and were 16 this year.
Almost inherently, i said "They'll probably break up after 2 or 3 years. No, less than 2 years." Aladdin only gave a soft reply, "Ya, i think so too."
Almost 100 % of my oikos (people in my 'world' - not literal) did not last even a year anniversary with their so-called 'future-spouses'. Funny, how i saw that coming and how that came to be. Some lasting nearly a year while for some not even half.
This reminded me of the essence of responsibility, which i learnt through many circumstances and through a book called "I kissed dating goodbye". The book highlighted a key point which would be vital to the emotional survival of many teenagers. Or youths.
"The right thing in the wrong time is the wrong thing."
As i walked out of the study room today, my maid, Aladdin, was, probably just a sigh of disappointment, or relief, unlikely, quoting how her daughter, just a year younger than I, finally got into a relationship with another boy; and both of them were christians and were 16 this year.
Almost inherently, i said "They'll probably break up after 2 or 3 years. No, less than 2 years." Aladdin only gave a soft reply, "Ya, i think so too."
Almost 100 % of my oikos (people in my 'world' - not literal) did not last even a year anniversary with their so-called 'future-spouses'. Funny, how i saw that coming and how that came to be. Some lasting nearly a year while for some not even half.
This reminded me of the essence of responsibility, which i learnt through many circumstances and through a book called "I kissed dating goodbye". The book highlighted a key point which would be vital to the emotional survival of many teenagers. Or youths.
"The right thing in the wrong time is the wrong thing."
Wednesday, July 1, 2009
Moving on - from blind faith.
'Do not say "Why were the old days better than these?" For it is not wise to ask such questions.' - Ecclesiastes 7:10
Everything the world chases after is only but in vanity. Merely the chasing of the wind. Isn't it better to have only one handful but have tranquility than to have two handfuls and have toil? I commend the enjoyment of life, for indeed there is nothing better than eating and sleeping and being glad. Fear the Lord always and keep to His commandments. Seek His will always and ask whatever you wish and you will have your faith rewarded. For it is pointless to be faithful in the things of the ungodly and are not part of His will -such faith is called 'blind faith' - and it'll lead to nothing but more turmoil.
'If you remain in me and my words remain in you, ask whatever you wish, and it will be given you.' John 15:7
As it is, faith not in accordance with the will of God is pointless.
Everything the world chases after is only but in vanity. Merely the chasing of the wind. Isn't it better to have only one handful but have tranquility than to have two handfuls and have toil? I commend the enjoyment of life, for indeed there is nothing better than eating and sleeping and being glad. Fear the Lord always and keep to His commandments. Seek His will always and ask whatever you wish and you will have your faith rewarded. For it is pointless to be faithful in the things of the ungodly and are not part of His will -such faith is called 'blind faith' - and it'll lead to nothing but more turmoil.
'If you remain in me and my words remain in you, ask whatever you wish, and it will be given you.' John 15:7
As it is, faith not in accordance with the will of God is pointless.
Saturday, June 6, 2009
Radical Conference 2009
"They devoted themselves to the apostle's teaching and to the fellowship, to the breaking of bread and to prayer. Everyone was filled with awe, and many wonders and miraculous signs were done by the apostles." Acts 2:42
It is only after the devotion did the awe came upon the people of God.
The past three days of radical conferences were just, for a lack of better word, S-U-P-E-R-B!
Shirelive's worship team really brought Praise and Worship to the next level. We rocked the roof off! Yea, it was just awesome. The workshops were insightful. I especially love the workshop on sustaining our vision; and that of course is the grand vision that God gave us and not some near-sighted one. Especially applicable in JC life i must say since it's all so hectic. Sustaining the vision.
"Don't let anyone look down on you because you are young, but set an example for the believers in speech, in life, in love, in faith and in purity." 1 Timothy 4:12
Absoulutely fantastic verse. Was on my way to church today and i decided to memorise it on the train. Guess what? It was the central verse for the workshop for Worship; about how our speech can be a form of worship to God and that the actions that follow up our speech are also a form of worship.
The second workshop for the day was apt. Really. It was about 'purity'. We on our own can not defend against the temptations from the devil. But with God, we definitely can. Many a times we focus too much on "I will not do this, i will not do that...etcetc" and they are translated into negative thoughts as they slowly but subconciously become our focus. However, we forgot that instead, we are called to think of Holy things and that we should think "God can help me do this and this... etc etc ". Amen.
Finally, the night service was the best. God basically spoke through Pastor Dave Reardon, as He has always, but tonight was different, The power of God simply pervaded the whole sanctuary.
I felt empowered. I felt strengthened. There was this electrifying feeling surging through my body, coursing through my veins and i jumped and proclaim victory in the name of Jesus. God reminded me of my purpose. My vision. My dream. Everything started to tie in intricately. How only after we have devoted ourselves would the awe come upon us. Many a time we wait for the awe to come then we devote ourselves. But, God reminded me how i devoted after radical conference 08 and how everything just came into place.
It is only when we seek His kingdom and righteouness first would we see the awe of God come upon us.
For His is the kingdom, and the power, and the glory forever, and ever. Amen!
It is only after the devotion did the awe came upon the people of God.
The past three days of radical conferences were just, for a lack of better word, S-U-P-E-R-B!
Shirelive's worship team really brought Praise and Worship to the next level. We rocked the roof off! Yea, it was just awesome. The workshops were insightful. I especially love the workshop on sustaining our vision; and that of course is the grand vision that God gave us and not some near-sighted one. Especially applicable in JC life i must say since it's all so hectic. Sustaining the vision.
"Don't let anyone look down on you because you are young, but set an example for the believers in speech, in life, in love, in faith and in purity." 1 Timothy 4:12
Absoulutely fantastic verse. Was on my way to church today and i decided to memorise it on the train. Guess what? It was the central verse for the workshop for Worship; about how our speech can be a form of worship to God and that the actions that follow up our speech are also a form of worship.
The second workshop for the day was apt. Really. It was about 'purity'. We on our own can not defend against the temptations from the devil. But with God, we definitely can. Many a times we focus too much on "I will not do this, i will not do that...etcetc" and they are translated into negative thoughts as they slowly but subconciously become our focus. However, we forgot that instead, we are called to think of Holy things and that we should think "God can help me do this and this... etc etc ". Amen.
Finally, the night service was the best. God basically spoke through Pastor Dave Reardon, as He has always, but tonight was different, The power of God simply pervaded the whole sanctuary.
I felt empowered. I felt strengthened. There was this electrifying feeling surging through my body, coursing through my veins and i jumped and proclaim victory in the name of Jesus. God reminded me of my purpose. My vision. My dream. Everything started to tie in intricately. How only after we have devoted ourselves would the awe come upon us. Many a time we wait for the awe to come then we devote ourselves. But, God reminded me how i devoted after radical conference 08 and how everything just came into place.
It is only when we seek His kingdom and righteouness first would we see the awe of God come upon us.
For His is the kingdom, and the power, and the glory forever, and ever. Amen!
Monday, June 1, 2009
It's been a while, yea?
Hectic - the one word to sum up the dreadful term that just passed; and it wouldn't be incongruous to label the rest of JC life as that.
Our holidays would only begin one and a half year from now. June holidays is just a break from learning new things.
My wonderful holiday schedule:
3rd June: non-residential Technical Council Camp
4th to 6th June: Radical Conference
8th to 11th June: Student Council Camp
12th June: Brotherhood outing
15th June: NPCC ROD
And there's still many more; meeting up with bill and other friends etc.
Not to mention mug my butt off. Heh. Economics is such as bummer. I miss mugging history essays and getting a stellar A1 by just simply regurgitating out the essays during the tests.
But, i'm glad i've a new found passion -CHINESE :D. Yeah, 在持之以恒地读了整两三个月后，我的华语程度终于有所进步了！这真是值得庆祝的。作文也常靠的优秀成绩。原来要考好华文，
并不难。
哦！对了！朋友们，我们也别忘了为我们墨西哥及美国的兄弟姐妹们祈祷；祈祷主会把这些不幸遭到甲型流感病毒袭击给拯救了，也祷告主会禁止病毒的蔓延。
今天就到此停笔。
下后再见！
Our holidays would only begin one and a half year from now. June holidays is just a break from learning new things.
My wonderful holiday schedule:
3rd June: non-residential Technical Council Camp
4th to 6th June: Radical Conference
8th to 11th June: Student Council Camp
12th June: Brotherhood outing
15th June: NPCC ROD
And there's still many more; meeting up with bill and other friends etc.
Not to mention mug my butt off. Heh. Economics is such as bummer. I miss mugging history essays and getting a stellar A1 by just simply regurgitating out the essays during the tests.
But, i'm glad i've a new found passion -CHINESE :D. Yeah, 在持之以恒地读了整两三个月后，我的华语程度终于有所进步了！这真是值得庆祝的。作文也常靠的优秀成绩。原来要考好华文，
并不难。
哦！对了！朋友们，我们也别忘了为我们墨西哥及美国的兄弟姐妹们祈祷；祈祷主会把这些不幸遭到甲型流感病毒袭击给拯救了，也祷告主会禁止病毒的蔓延。
今天就到此停笔。
下后再见！
Saturday, April 18, 2009
Home-coming'09
Today was quite awesome. Albeit waking up early in the morning, i could somehow keep sustain my attention on the speaker for most part of the ceremony. It's really heartwarming to know that i'm part of an institution that have grown so much in the past four years; and to have had a part in the contribution to the growth; a concerted effort to bring it to greater heights.
The trophy given had an intricate touch to it. That, however, was not the main highlight of the day for me. Most significant was once again, camwhoring. But, playing the Great (Blazer) X-Change game with kian seng was very, er, intriguing? ha.
Here are some pics for today(more to come because kian seng pang sei me half way while the pictures were almost completely sent):
Ambassadors of ACJC - HAHA
last but not least, my parents! :D (this picture gives me the impression that i'm all grown up and stuff lol)
The trophy given had an intricate touch to it. That, however, was not the main highlight of the day for me. Most significant was once again, camwhoring. But, playing the Great (Blazer) X-Change game with kian seng was very, er, intriguing? ha.
Here are some pics for today(more to come because kian seng pang sei me half way while the pictures were almost completely sent):
4D1!
Kian Seng!
Tacobell!
Ambassadors of ACJC - HAHA
last but not least, my parents! :D (this picture gives me the impression that i'm all grown up and stuff lol)
Thursday, April 16, 2009
In Christ alone.
In Christ alone my hope is found
He is my light, my strength, my song
This cornerstone, this solid ground
Firm through the fiercestdrought and storm
What heights of love,what depths of peace
When fears are stilled,when strivings cease
My Comforter, my All in All
Here in the love of Christ I stand
In Christ Alone, who took on flesh
Fullness of God in helpless babe
This gift of love and righteousness
Scorned by the ones He came to save
'Til on that cross as Jesus died
The wrath of God was satisfied
For every sin on Him was laid
Here in the death of Christ I live
There in the ground His body lay
Light of the world by darkness slain
Then bursting forth in glorious day
Up from the grave he rose again
And as He stands in victory
Sin's curse has lost its grip on me
For I am His and He is mine
Bought with the precious blood of Christ
In Christ alone I place my trust
And find my glory in the powerof the cross
In every victory let it be said of me
My source of strength
My source of hope
In Christ alone I place my trust
And find my glory in the powerof the cross
In every victory let it be said of me
My source of strength
My source of hope
In Christ alone
No guilt in life, no fear in death
This is the power of Christ in me
From life's first cry to final breath
Jesus commands my destiny
No power of hell, no scheme of man
Can ever pluck me from His Hand
'til He returns or calls me home
Here in the power of Christ I'll stand.
He is my light, my strength, my song
This cornerstone, this solid ground
Firm through the fiercestdrought and storm
What heights of love,what depths of peace
When fears are stilled,when strivings cease
My Comforter, my All in All
Here in the love of Christ I stand
In Christ Alone, who took on flesh
Fullness of God in helpless babe
This gift of love and righteousness
Scorned by the ones He came to save
'Til on that cross as Jesus died
The wrath of God was satisfied
For every sin on Him was laid
Here in the death of Christ I live
There in the ground His body lay
Light of the world by darkness slain
Then bursting forth in glorious day
Up from the grave he rose again
And as He stands in victory
Sin's curse has lost its grip on me
For I am His and He is mine
Bought with the precious blood of Christ
In Christ alone I place my trust
And find my glory in the powerof the cross
In every victory let it be said of me
My source of strength
My source of hope
In Christ alone I place my trust
And find my glory in the powerof the cross
In every victory let it be said of me
My source of strength
My source of hope
In Christ alone
No guilt in life, no fear in death
This is the power of Christ in me
From life's first cry to final breath
Jesus commands my destiny
No power of hell, no scheme of man
Can ever pluck me from His Hand
'til He returns or calls me home
Here in the power of Christ I'll stand.
Saturday, April 11, 2009
Friday, April 10, 2009
Good Friday.
I thank God for good friday, for if not for it i would not have been able to complete most of my work. Amen.
Good friday 2000 years ago was also the day Jesus was crucified for us. He is the God of love, in Him we find love and His kingdom is not of the world, but of love. For His is the kingdom, and the power, and the glory forever and ever. Amen.
Good friday 2000 years ago was also the day Jesus was crucified for us. He is the God of love, in Him we find love and His kingdom is not of the world, but of love. For His is the kingdom, and the power, and the glory forever and ever. Amen.
Monday, April 6, 2009
Religious Emphasis Week (R.E.W)
Laminin:
Laminin is a protein found in the extracellular matrix, the sheets of protein that form the substrate of all internal organs also called the basement membrane. It is the major non-collagenous component of the basal lamina, such as those on which cells of an epithelium sit.[1] It has four arms that can bind to four other molecules. The three shorter arms are particularly good at binding to other laminin molecules, which is what makes it so great at forming sheets. The long arm is capable of binding to cells, which helps anchor the actual organs to the membrane.
Laminin is a protein found in the extracellular matrix, the sheets of protein that form the substrate of all internal organs also called the basement membrane. It is the major non-collagenous component of the basal lamina, such as those on which cells of an epithelium sit.[1] It has four arms that can bind to four other molecules. The three shorter arms are particularly good at binding to other laminin molecules, which is what makes it so great at forming sheets. The long arm is capable of binding to cells, which helps anchor the actual organs to the membrane.
Laminin is vital to making sure overall body structures hold together.
In Colossians 1:17, it is written that "He is before all things, and in Him all things hold together."
It basically means that Jesus is the firstborn before all things, and through Him all things and connected. It is through Him that we are finally able to connect again with God.
Most of you must be wondering. What does this have to anything to do with laminin other than the fact that both Laminin and Jesus bring things together.
Well, take a look at how the structure of laminin look like (you can search for it on yahoo if you don't believe me haha):
Thursday, April 2, 2009
Phew~
I've officially joined technical council today! Alright, it's not as bad as it seems; atleast i can put some of my flash and photoshop skills to good use. Not very much of a heavy CCA too. :)
Anyway, some pics from Claire's birthday on monday.
It's only gonna get tougher; but hardwork begets harvests of stellar results.
Enyi's one month old!
Sunday, March 29, 2009
S.A.R.S
Okay, here for a quick post after my blog underwent an unprecedented hiatus.
Week's been very hectic. Stay up till almost 1.30-2am everyday just to finish my work. Bad enough, but CCA has yet to began. (Partly cause i nap from 5 to 7 everyday hehehe but it'll be gone soon noooooo).
Anyway, been to Miss Seah's wedding at her church on last saturday, 28th march 2009.
The Reverend said something very cool.
The S.A.R.S syndrome. Apparently, i share the same sentiments as him. One of the most horrible thing that Hollywood did was to distort the meaning of love; to infect it with the SARS virus.
F.Y.I: SARS = Sex And Romance Syndrome.
Males believe that sex is love while woman believe that romance is love.
Sighs.
Whatever happens to true love? heh.
So to those who've yet to experience true love, please don't say that your love for someone is true.
Because, how can you give someone something that you do not have?
(Okay it's 11.48 now and i have to get back to doing my Project Work's P.I)
Week's been very hectic. Stay up till almost 1.30-2am everyday just to finish my work. Bad enough, but CCA has yet to began. (Partly cause i nap from 5 to 7 everyday hehehe but it'll be gone soon noooooo).
Anyway, been to Miss Seah's wedding at her church on last saturday, 28th march 2009.
The Reverend said something very cool.
The S.A.R.S syndrome. Apparently, i share the same sentiments as him. One of the most horrible thing that Hollywood did was to distort the meaning of love; to infect it with the SARS virus.
F.Y.I: SARS = Sex And Romance Syndrome.
Males believe that sex is love while woman believe that romance is love.
Sighs.
Whatever happens to true love? heh.
So to those who've yet to experience true love, please don't say that your love for someone is true.
Because, how can you give someone something that you do not have?
(Okay it's 11.48 now and i have to get back to doing my Project Work's P.I)
Tuesday, March 17, 2009
Regrets.
I shouldn't have shared the box of popcorn with bill yesterday!
Now i'm down with a sore throat; and thus i was not able to go out with my cell group today. :(
I really wanted to learn how to ride a bicycle. Meow.~
Now i'm down with a sore throat; and thus i was not able to go out with my cell group today. :(
I really wanted to learn how to ride a bicycle. Meow.~
Monday, March 16, 2009
i4C.
It's been awhile since i've last blogged! Since it's the holidays, i guess i should take some time to pen down my thoughts and experiences after the first five weeks of junior college.
Its only getting tougher. That's all i can say about it now. To think it's only the beginning and it's already so draining. Sleep has become a very precious and rare, hard to come by, friend. I get to meet Sleep only at about 2am and for about 4 hours everyday. Sighs. Dont' miss me too much, alright Sleep? For the next 2 years we have to live with the fact that we're meeting half as long as usual. More than half. Perhaps the occasional morale-boosting, vitality-rejuvenating weekends.
Since the advent of JC life for me, I've once again, thought nascent, look forward to saturdays (my sabbath) and going to church; because i don't have to do homework or study on that day!
Today, i went out with Nicholas, Zhen Ning and Jie Run to watch 'Push'; which, to me, deserves a maxed rating of maybe 3 out of 5 stars? Or maybe 3.5 heh.
I'm finally connected back to the Vine! :). I can once again feel God speaking so clearly to me as i fast today.
That's about all for today. I've still got some work to complete and it's already 12 am!!! AHHH.
Love,
Kai Siang.
Holidays are basically just a break from learning new things.
Not from work -.-
Its only getting tougher. That's all i can say about it now. To think it's only the beginning and it's already so draining. Sleep has become a very precious and rare, hard to come by, friend. I get to meet Sleep only at about 2am and for about 4 hours everyday. Sighs. Dont' miss me too much, alright Sleep? For the next 2 years we have to live with the fact that we're meeting half as long as usual. More than half. Perhaps the occasional morale-boosting, vitality-rejuvenating weekends.
Since the advent of JC life for me, I've once again, thought nascent, look forward to saturdays (my sabbath) and going to church; because i don't have to do homework or study on that day!
Today, i went out with Nicholas, Zhen Ning and Jie Run to watch 'Push'; which, to me, deserves a maxed rating of maybe 3 out of 5 stars? Or maybe 3.5 heh.
I'm finally connected back to the Vine! :). I can once again feel God speaking so clearly to me as i fast today.
That's about all for today. I've still got some work to complete and it's already 12 am!!! AHHH.
Love,
Kai Siang.
Holidays are basically just a break from learning new things.
Not from work -.-
i4C!!! I miss them! :)
Saturday, February 21, 2009
Conclusions. Convictions. Commitments.
"Very early in the morning, while it was still dark, Jesus got up, left the house and went off to a solitary place, where he prayed." Mark 1:35
"Watch and pray so that you will not fall into temptation. The spirit is willing but the body is weak." Matthew 26:41
"The end of all things is near. Therefore be clear minded and self-controlled so that you can pray." 1 Peter 4:7
"But when you pray, go into your room, close the door and pray to your Father, who is unseen. Then your Father, who sees what is done in secret, will reward you." Matthew 6:6
The conclusion i've came to: Convicted, i've decided to dedicate the first tenth of my day to praying to God and having fellowship with Him; and i have decided to commit to that.
Today was awesome. Service was great. Pastor Medfielder, the one from '07 camp and '07 Xmas bash, preached at our church today! He added quite a bit of humour to it. My understanding of John 15:7 was elevated; never did i think of it in such a way. Pastor M. actually linked it to doing God's will; because we trust in, submit to and love God. When we do God's will, anything we pray for will come to pass (as mentioned in John 15:7).
Anyway, i'm sorry 4D1ners that i could not attend the steamboat-outing. I promise to catch up with you guys real soon ya? (Hopefully the next outing will not be on a sat)
G.O coming down to my house tomorrow for Sushi making! Intriguing indeed.
Anyway, i've decided to only blog on saturdays; which is probably the only day which i would have enough energy to blog. Time too.
Love,
Kai Siang.
p.s: SHOCKING NEWS! I might consider joining the student council; most probably will!
"Watch and pray so that you will not fall into temptation. The spirit is willing but the body is weak." Matthew 26:41
"The end of all things is near. Therefore be clear minded and self-controlled so that you can pray." 1 Peter 4:7
"But when you pray, go into your room, close the door and pray to your Father, who is unseen. Then your Father, who sees what is done in secret, will reward you." Matthew 6:6
The conclusion i've came to: Convicted, i've decided to dedicate the first tenth of my day to praying to God and having fellowship with Him; and i have decided to commit to that.
Today was awesome. Service was great. Pastor Medfielder, the one from '07 camp and '07 Xmas bash, preached at our church today! He added quite a bit of humour to it. My understanding of John 15:7 was elevated; never did i think of it in such a way. Pastor M. actually linked it to doing God's will; because we trust in, submit to and love God. When we do God's will, anything we pray for will come to pass (as mentioned in John 15:7).
Anyway, i'm sorry 4D1ners that i could not attend the steamboat-outing. I promise to catch up with you guys real soon ya? (Hopefully the next outing will not be on a sat)
G.O coming down to my house tomorrow for Sushi making! Intriguing indeed.
Anyway, i've decided to only blog on saturdays; which is probably the only day which i would have enough energy to blog. Time too.
Love,
Kai Siang.
p.s: SHOCKING NEWS! I might consider joining the student council; most probably will!
Wednesday, February 18, 2009
Masterlife - Mastering life with Christ.
"For the eyes of the Lord range throughout the earth to strengthen those whose hearts are fully committed to Him." 2 Chronicles 16:9
Amid the tinge of lingering nostalgia, leaking slowly but fading, from the distant past, is an overwhelming, potentially stressful too, sensate of unfamiliarity. Streaming through the flocks of white and blue, which I myself am one too, I find it still very difficult to get acquainted with the new polish environment and the faces; and a rather cosmopolitan one as compared to my maiden school.
Honestly, I never really thought that i would, thus the awkward unpreparedness, be appointed into this school by Him. Surely, I thought, it was a dream, I hoped, but I didn't seem to be waking up from it.
It's true. Anglo-Chinese Junior College, a rather prestigious school known for it's aptitude in rugby, is now the school i am enrolled in; though very reluctantly initially.
On the bright side, i've made some really cool friends, ones that I can relate to in various ways, in ACJC. It's invariably awkward at the start, with all the occasional reticence, but some nicknames we gave each other helped break the ice.
Not forgetting to thank God for blessing me with friends that I've made in Clementi Town Secondary School, I really am spurred to cite this out for all of you: 1 Thessalonians 5:16-18
"Be joyful always; pray continually; give thanks in all circumstances, for this is God's will for you in Christ Jesus."
Anyway, maybe it isn't that bad after all? If i've really gotten into National Junior College via appealing, i would not have been able to take up for H2s for my Advanced levels examinations; and yes they require an L1R5 of four points, raw, for that.
My days are very structured; or have been structured in such a way recently. Everyday after school it's just like this:
1.Lunch
2.Nap
3.Masterlife
4.Read the Newspaper
5.Revision of my school work
I've also joined this rather interesting competition with Alex, Su Fan, Xing Jie, Grace, Joshua and Eugene. It's about youths standing for a cause and ours has something to do with encouraging people not to have P.M.S. (that's Pre-Marital Sex)
That's all for the first post of my new blog. I hope that people are able to find my new blog.
Love,
Kai Siang.
Amid the tinge of lingering nostalgia, leaking slowly but fading, from the distant past, is an overwhelming, potentially stressful too, sensate of unfamiliarity. Streaming through the flocks of white and blue, which I myself am one too, I find it still very difficult to get acquainted with the new polish environment and the faces; and a rather cosmopolitan one as compared to my maiden school.
Honestly, I never really thought that i would, thus the awkward unpreparedness, be appointed into this school by Him. Surely, I thought, it was a dream, I hoped, but I didn't seem to be waking up from it.
It's true. Anglo-Chinese Junior College, a rather prestigious school known for it's aptitude in rugby, is now the school i am enrolled in; though very reluctantly initially.
On the bright side, i've made some really cool friends, ones that I can relate to in various ways, in ACJC. It's invariably awkward at the start, with all the occasional reticence, but some nicknames we gave each other helped break the ice.
Not forgetting to thank God for blessing me with friends that I've made in Clementi Town Secondary School, I really am spurred to cite this out for all of you: 1 Thessalonians 5:16-18
"Be joyful always; pray continually; give thanks in all circumstances, for this is God's will for you in Christ Jesus."
Anyway, maybe it isn't that bad after all? If i've really gotten into National Junior College via appealing, i would not have been able to take up for H2s for my Advanced levels examinations; and yes they require an L1R5 of four points, raw, for that.
My days are very structured; or have been structured in such a way recently. Everyday after school it's just like this:
1.Lunch
2.Nap
3.Masterlife
4.Read the Newspaper
5.Revision of my school work
I've also joined this rather interesting competition with Alex, Su Fan, Xing Jie, Grace, Joshua and Eugene. It's about youths standing for a cause and ours has something to do with encouraging people not to have P.M.S. (that's Pre-Marital Sex)
That's all for the first post of my new blog. I hope that people are able to find my new blog.
Love,
Kai Siang.
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